School
started again the 17th
of July, and my new start came with a new term completely different
from the last. To be honest, I felt quite useless last semester, not
having enough work and not feeling I was doing it so well left me
feeling completely unproductive. It was tough to go from over-active
university student to underemployed (and unexperienced) teacher in
another country. I think I had a little bit of motivation-lack last
semester, too, because I wasn't sure how helpful I could be in this
country teaching some of the already most educated students.
Remembering my “Oprah approach” from university (when the
atmosphere was low in our senior year dorm, I'd call for “Oprah”
where we could only say positive things – I think Katie O and I
appreciated it the most, right KTO?). I started this with myself
(failing a lot at first, but it has helped my attitude for sure).
How can I best help these young minds, the very ones sitting right in
front of me?
This
term I began teaching Values/Ethics instead of Study Skills/Speech.
This is my chance to really get into their minds and help them think
differently, the way my own college experienced changed me
completely. This class is an absolute challenge for me, because of
my own hopes and goals, and consequently I'm doing ten times more
work to design creative lesson plans that not only my students will
enjoy, but that I'll enjoy teaching. This is kind of like being back
at school for me, researching, taking notes, and preparing
presentations – I love it. My empty Mondays now fly by because of
all the reading and thinking and planning. I'm exhausted when I go
home now, but in a “I've done something today!” kind of way.
Now
how do you teach a Values/Ethics class to a group of Tanzanian high
schoolers? I'm still asking myself that question, but each class is a
trial run for the next so I can fine-tune things. Their school song
has set up my scheme of work nicely: the tune includes, “some of
the values we are called to cherish are love, compassion, truth,
justice, hardworking, and respect for others, kindness, sharing, and
honesty.” Bam! There's our syllabus, touching on each value and
how we can use these to make better decisions for our own lives and
for many social issues happening in our world today. (I'm praying I
do justice to this hefty objective).
I'm
loving this class though, because as I challenge the students to
think about how they are generous or loving people, I find myself
asking myself the same questions. It has unintentionally become a
sort of personal evaluation of my own life, my life here, and a
examination of my conscience. How lucky am I?
We
are finally ready to begin our Religion course and I have been trying
to plan a general outline for our semester. I have a team of three
other teachers (Sean, Victor and Antonie who are scholastics) who
will help teach the class to the other streams. This has been
interesting all in its own, trying to coordinate with the others and
plan useful lessons, considering the class is only one hour every
Friday.
Besides
the English lessons Sean and I assist with (we pull struggling
students from each stream twice a week to work individually with
their English), we are trying to revamp our “Advisement” class to
become much more intentionally a service learning class, mimicking
experiences we've had at our Jesuit universities for better
reflection after service at the Cheshire home. From personal
experience, it is nearly pointless to do any service if there is not
a personal and spiritual reflection coinciding with the work you've
done. It is helping the students process things.
So
though I still have daily challenges (when lessons flop, or when I
feel unappreciated by the students or other teachers), things are
definitely getting better. This is where you say, “That's what
real life is, Laura. Difficult people never go away.” And this is
when I say, “Bring it on.”
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